Goodbye my almost lover

Pagkabukas ko ng radyo, Napatunganga ako sa kanta.
"Goodbye my almost lover...goodbye my hopeless dream.."
LOLX! patama ba to ? ha ? ha ? nananadya ? ? ?
At sinundan pa ng
"You love me but you don't know you Iam..."
Anu ba ?! ... so naalala ko ang isa nanamang kwento ng aking layp
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2 years ago, may boyfriend ako but i had an "almost" affair.
Nakilala ko sya sa friendster [lol]
member sya nung group for friends and Iam the owner
so I got the chance to know better about my members like him.

We became super close friends, constant chatmate and textmate.
Pag may EB kami, sya ang lagi kong kausap at kasama.
We had so much in common na dumating sa point na
mas gusto ko syang kausap kesa sa boyfriend ko.

Nung nag break kami ni bf, nawala siyang parang bula.
ang sabi nung friend namin, pumunta daw ng zambales
medical misson ata [kasi registered nurse sya]

nagkabalikan kami ni bf after a month , bumalik din sya.
And still the same ang turingan, "friendship"

At nung nagbreak ulit kami ni bf without clousure
i feel so alone, empty and frustrated to life
I needed him because he's almost my bestfriend.
Gusto ko ng kausap, at siya yon.
Im heartbroken, so gusto ko may umalo sakin
pero for th 2nd time, nawala nanaman siya
and when I started to move on and go on with my life
Bumalik nanaman siya.

when my father died, friends ang kasama ko.
Ni isa sa mga kamaganak ko at miski ang mama ko
hindi ako nakitang umiyak. I just breakdown
infront of my friends.
And for the records, he's gone again.
Parang bula.

you know, pag may tragedy na nangyayari sakin
kapag ako ay burden at kailangan ng makakausap
wala siya.
He's always there at my best
He's always gone at my worst.

This time, bumalik nanaman siya.
I fell for him and I know he knows that.
Kaya hindi ko maintindihan kung bakit 3 beses na
to nanyari sakin.
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Nagdasal ako kay bro,and I said
"Kung hindi po talaga siya para sakin, pwede paki bawiin na? "

He emails me, text me and almost pests me.
Pero kiber na ko. Ayoko nang pagtuunan ng pansin ang mga taong parang kabute.

Mayabang nako kasi may ticket nako ! weeeee. [wag pansinin ang eyebags]